Fear is influencing you in every area of life. Fear in your relationships. Fear of missing out on pleasures of life.
Time and thought are route of fear. This creates anxiety. Then the anxiety becomes our first relationship. Fear of rejection failure uncertainty are all part of everyday life. Humans have learned to compromise and give in. This leaves them living only as part human. Another part remains on the sidelines, afraid to reveal itself. Afraid of being judged and possibly rejected. These fears create worry about what you may be missing out on.
These fears prevent people from doing new things. Fear of being different prevents change.
Fear of change is the standard of almost all of society.
There are a number of reasons why we are afraid of change. There is something you can do about that. Living as part of you is draining your energy. Reality is; there are over 7 billion people in this world. The few that will judge you for wanting to live as complete being will be replaced by people with courage and compassion.